Thursday

It's been almost four days. I miss him more than I have for a long time. We were long distance for the first 7 months of our relationship. But this is different. I can't call, can't write, can't text. Can't even look at pictures of I start crying. I haven't seen him in almost a week. It's like going off a drug you know you need to quit. But God, I wish I didn't have to. Mom says the pain will lessen eventually. I hope it does, I can't take this constantly.