I want my heart back now...
So, he has a new girlfriend. This has hit me much harder than I expected. It hurts, it hurts a LOT. I feel like I've been replaced, upgraded for a new model. I guess I have no right to feel this way since I was the one who broke up with him. But I don't think I ever got my heart back. I feel like he had a tight hold on it and now that he's with someone else, he's forgotten that he's holding it, but it's still there. I would like it back NOW! I want to be happy, but I feel stabbed all over again. God WHY!?!?!?!?!?!? Why have I been trying to do everything right and HE has the new girlfriend, and I am still all alone? WHY is my heart hurting so much now???? God I want to be free, I want to be happy but why is it taking me so long, and him not? AGGHHHHH
Why is my chest so sore right now Father...I hurt!
Why is my chest so sore right now Father...I hurt!